yayyy
Posted by Ying Huang on June 8, 2009
So we just got back from Ian’s wedding.
Despite it being a totally tiring day lasting over 16 hours non-stop since 7.30am, it turned out great anyway.
First things first though.
Today (or rather, yesterday now), marked our fifth month!
=D
Sorry we didn’t get to do anything special. We both had horrifically busy days respectively. But the half year mark will be awesome. lol..
Hopefully I’ll get to put some photos up tomorrow. Pretty funned out now.
Wore my red dress! Shall let you see some pictures in a bit (though I never figured out what you found so fascinating about a kong long in a dress) once I get to hunting down my iPod wire which has miraculously gone missing again.
I was put in charge of creating two videos, scanning through literally thousands of photographs, hundreds of video clips, and coming up with a 6 minute presentation within 2 hours. Stress. Not to mention the song they chose was only 3 minutes-ish so I had to set aside time to cut the song so it would last 6 minutes (with some nifty fiddling with waveforms and such).
Now with my two older cousin’s married, I’ve already begun getting the “Oh you’re next” comment from the previous generation. I still have another 6 or 7 years to go before getting around to their age. Plenty of time. To earn enough money and move to somewhere where I’m not an illegal being.
Weddings make me sad sometimes.
Knowing I would probably never have something like that makes me sad. I’ll probably never have all my family and relatives around me, supporting me and the one I love. I’ll probably never wear a white gown and cut a styrofoam wedding cake. I never dreamt of being a bride when I was growing up. But I guess, seeing people close to me getting married, the smiles on the faces of others, kind of makes me wonder.
Of course I wish I could make my parents happy. I just wish what made me happy and what made them happy were the same thing. But they aren’t. And probably never will be.
I’m happy now. Having you to love and love me back. I just wish I could share this happiness.
